I am so grateful for my sobriety. I still get challenged by the outside and always will. Everybody does. My disease amplifies my sensitivity. What a combination. Ultra-senstive and ultra-selfish. The BIG REACTION should be my nickname.
In the morning moments, I am closest to the man I want to be. Why is that? Prayer, meditation, reflection ---> It centers my core....before outside interference has had a chance to shift my center. My goal is to find the way to extend this centered peace.
"In postmeditation, be a child of illusion." I get it....but it is even harder to "get it". I am better today because I choose not to drink.
